I thank you, for this beautiful experience;
I am whom had the sights and sounds of psychosis,
I am whom thought that Dilworth was an UFO
And that the principle was an arch alien
From Pluto in a body suit who ate the hearts
And brains of children from straightened circumstances.
This story is death from a brain schizophrenic
And heart only loved by a shy suicide, a
Chinese girl whom killed herself because she was pure.
I shall have the eyes of Horace, become known
As Michael Mathew and be an albino soon.
So I thank you, for this holy experience
Which shall give me rose window sclera and two hearts
Of black so they can have body memory and beat on
Their own; and I too shall have aura veins and flame hair
Like Cynthia of Botticelli, and Rose Blood,
The supermodel who cloned Hitler in the nineteen
Thirties, and when his head was taken off and put
Into the second moon off earth and taken to
Another area of dark space where he had
Another civilisation, with Aryans, she
Destroyed it by burning it down;
All this I saw before the eighteenth of August two
Thousand and eight, when I had another breakdown
And jumped over the grave of James Dilworth, founder
Of Dilworth school for boys of straightened circumstances.
I am the one
Who found out Cloud and Sepiroth did crash
In Roswell and whose spaceship’s held at Area
51; crashed doing a space-time continuum
Plane shift. And I shall live in that Area soon.
Our story starts with me, my life and I have to
Change the future story since I didn’t become
An albino superhuman when I did hear
A voice tell me I can become an albino
Spaceship with rose window sclera and a brain heart;
But there is one thing I did gain, and that is gold
Eyes, golden eyes, from a schizophrenic breakdown
But probably was from smoking the cigarettes.
I am the Lymphic portal in the Coromandel
And I am the numbers “eleven eleven;”
Leucotomy is the white man’s cannibalism,
And thank you, for this beautiful experience.
Your mouth shall have a pointed tongue to give women
Pleasure and you shall have a rose flower penis
That is Pluto’s penis, and Pandora’s chakras
And holy chalice breast gloss and chalice breasts.
You shall be an immortal, 51’s spaceship
And save the Greys from being cloned at 51.
You shall live forever; see new universes.
Jarrad Dickson is an aspiring author, artist, and occultist. He has published books with Chipmunkapublishing, a UK based mental health publisher, and has written a book on mystical psychosis with the renowned psychotherapist Dan L. Edmunds. He is a writer of esoteric fiction, with a focus on metaphor and meaning. His influences are Goethe, Yeats, Tarantino, Marilyn Manson, and many others. He studies Latin and English Literature at the University of Auckland, and is now developing a fantasy series.
This poem is from the novella Rose Blood: Chapter of Rose Croix.